urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack WEEEEEEEE linkinsmack 2005-07-04T06:52:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:31219 2005-07-04T06:52:05Z 2005-07-04T06:52:05Z i have a new girlfriend :-D lol who wants to congradulate me? btw i cant spell so sorri if u like english, lol im happier than a little kid in a toy store urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:30879 2005-07-03T05:26:54Z 2005-07-03T05:26:54Z thanx to everyone who said i should smile and be , kool and neone else who commented last time urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:30713 2005-06-30T01:10:29Z 2005-06-30T01:10:29Z pissed ...i dunno why ...meh fug it bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:30431 2005-06-22T06:27:21Z 2005-06-22T06:27:21Z incubus-drive ok yea just decided to write some stuff down bout whats been happening in my life, well on myspace ive found a friend of mine from tennessee and she still lives there and we talked for the first time in 5 yrs...creepy, lol but shes kool, umm what else, i met these kool girls name sonnie and megan, lol theyre friends with whitney, if u dont kno her, ask travis lol, umm ...worx aight...i had a play date last nite...funni stuff happened, saw batman for the second time, it was still kool, lol, umm ANGIE AND I HAVE A DATE lol well i figure if i keep on saying that itll come true, see i didnt kno i had a date last nite til i was on the date and angie was bugging me bout that so i told her we were going to go on a date so she could see what a date with me is like lol , neways im only working from 6 til 9 tomoro, dad's gone to tennessee to get his truck so i can officially have mine since he couldnt get it last time ooh but i dont have a license, meh but i have a truck, kristi gets her license in like 4 days and says shes gonna come here and take me around town...we"ll c poprox, lol, not much is happenin, ...im buying an mp3 player like next week maybe lol...ok things r gettin quiet im out, later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:30182 2005-06-12T22:46:19Z 2005-06-12T22:46:19Z my leadership cpnference kicked ass we had a dance it got hot n sweaty i met a girl who lives 3 hours away :-( but as jake would say (i got closer with her -literally, lmao- in 5 minutes than i did with jessica ever) so it was a good weekend and i wanna c the girl again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:29900 2005-06-09T05:53:53Z 2005-06-09T05:53:53Z ok for those ppl who said they have a myspace next time u get on find me and add me , btw whats up with all the ppl who want love so bad i mean i kno how it is im like the represnative of the group but its like it controls ur life okay well heres the d/l its fun to kno ur loved and shit by one person who u can call and depend on to be there all the time but whatabout your friends...arent they technically sorta like that shit if someone feels the need to call me ill talk to them im, and if im busy ill call them back and i kno most of u kids would do the same thing and if u wouldnt u need a hug lol and if ne single girls read this I/M me (hey lol i liked to be loved by one person) lol ok kids im out COMMENT BITCHES please urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:29622 2005-06-08T16:47:57Z 2005-06-08T16:47:57Z ANYONE have a Myspace? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:29374 2005-05-31T04:16:26Z 2005-05-31T04:16:26Z trapt-still frame lol the manager guy at papa johns by my publix neeeds to get into a car crash and die on the way home tonight i go in to say hi to alexis and then i ask him how he is because alexis is on the phone hes all like (go away) im like ok so i go back to talking to alexis who is now off the phone and she wants a mocha whateverthehell it is lol and i go get her one i bring it back i walk in and dudes like staring at me so i take it to alexis then i hear the piece of shit say yeah that guys pissing me off i bout jumped over the counter and taught him how to get the sauce yo look like real blood by using his and one of those cheese grater things but i walked out and said fuck u ass hole...i was pissed lol <br /><br />so i go to publix go to the break rooma nd redneck ben is sitting all by himself so i go talk to him lol that made me feel better then we were posed to fix the stuff in the freezers and ryan is like take a hit of the helium and i wouldnt then him and ben wouldnt shut up so i finally did lol it was awesome so umm yea m not gonna puss out on shtuff as often now hi how are all of YOU lovely's tonight? comment back please urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:29105 2005-05-26T03:39:42Z 2005-05-26T03:39:42Z im gonna complain lol <br /><br />ok cleaning girls bathrooms at publix sux so much ass, cause they have the little sanitary bag things yea i almost got sick tonight cleaning them umm and dont even try to comment and say but ben its natural, no its sick lol i need like 20 showers for just seeing what i saw ewwie <br /><br /><br />neway yea im lonely again lol neone single out there im 16 i have a job (it sux) umm i have money b/c of the job ill pay for a date :-) and umm yea i like walking and talking and aim, snoking isnt kool, drinking isnt as cool as it used to be u have to dislike or not kno mrs rudd cause she gave me a 69 d because she was absent for a week and i missed one day and wouldnt let me turn in my work i have a truck but no lisence b/c i have to have my job 60 more days according to my dad im pretty much open to neone so please call 255-6072 if u live in lakeland :-) ttul buh bye kiddos btw im a dude and this is for girls so if any guy (tait) calls me ill prolly hang up on him lol l8r urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:28861 2005-05-21T20:33:09Z 2005-05-21T20:33:09Z <p><font size="6"><font size="5">too much love for noone <br>too much hate for everyone</font><br></font><font size="5">too many damn memories,<br>of the nite you came over and spent 30 minutes in my arms<br>too many bad thoughts too many a**hole friends<br>too dumb to realize i <font color="#ff6666">DIDNT</font> love you<br>too smart to not realize i <font color="#ff0000">STILL</font> love you<br>ill never forget our tickle fights <br>ill never forget our walk down the street<br>&nbsp;ill never forget my hair being braided <br>ill never forget holding ur hand<br>ill never forget our last hug as u got on your bus</font><br><font size="5"><font color="#33cc00">BUT U ALREADY FORGOT EVERYTHING</font><br>and I'll never forget the look in your eyes when u killed my spirit</font></p> <p><font size="5"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="5"></font>&nbsp;</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:28580 2005-05-19T03:19:23Z 2005-05-19T03:19:23Z just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimmingj ust keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming whats just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep the swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming point just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep anymore swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming why just keep swimmingj ust keep swimming just keep swimming just try keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep anymore swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming just keep swimming urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:28257 2005-05-18T01:15:44Z 2005-05-18T01:15:44Z Recap of the year<br /><br />-WE START SCHOOL OFF WITH LIKE 4 HURRICANES, DURING ONE OF THEM A TREE FALLS ON MY ROOM WHILE IM ASLEP IN MY BED, IT DIDNT HURT MY HOUSE OR ME...POR QUE?<br /><br />-HOMECOMING COMES AND I GO WITH KRISTI FROM TAMPA,SHE ALMOST DIDNT GET TO COME BUT EVENTUALLY SHE DID <br /><br />-CHRISTMAS COMES AND I GO TO TENNESSEE,CAME BACK TO FLORIDA JAKE HAD HIS PARTY FOR NEW YEARS AND I SAW A HORSE GET KNOCKED OUT BY A MAN ON BLAZING SADDLES<br /><br />-I GO TO AN OVERNITER WITH TRIBAL COUNCIL AND PLAY MANHUNT AND STUFF<br /><br />-THE DAY AFTER THE OVERNITER I CAME BACK TO LAKELAND JESSICA AND I WENT TO SEE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA AND I ASKED HER OUT SHE SAID YES<br /><br />-I RIDE ON A PLANE FOR THE FIRST TIME DURING SPRING BREAK AND GO TO VISIT MY BROTHER, I DRINK MY FIRST BEER<br /><br />-3 OF MY UNCLES PASS AWAY IN THE SAME 3 WEEK PERIOD, 2 ON THE SAME DAY<br /><br />-2 MONTHS 3 WEEKS AND 3 HOURS AFTER I ASK JESSICA OUT, SHE DUMPS ME B/C IVE CHANGED, SHE STOLE MY HEART THREW IT ON THE GROUND JUMPED ON IT RAN OVRE IT AND LIT IT ON FIRE B/C I CHANGED -ROLLS EYES- (life starts to suck ass again)<br /><br />-I START LIKING SOMEONE ELSE, THEY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE , SO I WONT SAY NETHING<br /><br />-I GET A JOB, THEN GO TO ANGIES PARTY<br /><br />-SCHOOL IS ALMOST OUT, SO ILL SLEEP ALOT MORE<br /><br />i prolly forgot alot of stuff but ill add it later, just comment on what i forgot urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:28031 2005-05-17T02:12:28Z 2005-05-17T02:12:28Z yea im bored i dont have to work again til wednesday and i get to close that nite oh boy, then thursday is payday and star wars comes out, then friday i have to work like 5 til 8 which sux also but meh enough time for a movie after work saturday i prolly have to work, sunday i prolly have to work, and next week is summer can u beleive it, yea me too, well ill prolly get my liscense and since my mom is a teacher ill prolly be going places in the unpimped out minivan, but its kool i like my moms minivan, (oh my truck is still in tennessee cause noone ordered the tags for it) grrr, yea im going on a trip next year around the south, u kno florida carolinas and georgia, im going with caitlin and kristy, and maybe steve and amy and maybe another girl if i have a g/f at the time , yea goodluck with that, pish posh who would like me , neways yep i went to lcma to pick up my mom after school and saw mama mac , but now its like 10:20 and time for a shower, good bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:27728 2005-05-12T18:52:14Z 2005-05-12T18:52:14Z ok neone who cares about why i wasnt at school today is that when i got up, i got dizzy and fell down, kinda funny huh i got up to fall down well i went to the doctor and these 2 old guys behind me were talking about gas prices, neways i got medicine and a school and work excuse so im off today too id rather be working today was kinda boring well ill talk to yall l8r , buh bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:27494 2005-05-10T21:20:51Z 2005-05-10T21:20:51Z <table style="font-family: serif; color: black; font-size: 12pt;" width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="8" cellpadding="5"> <tr><td align="center" bgcolor="#FF99CC"><br /><h3 style="margin: 0; border: 0;">The Keys to Your Heart</h3><br /></td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FF9FD2"><br />You are attracted to good manners and elegance.</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFA6D9"><br />In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFACDF"><br />You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFB3E6"><br />You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFB9EC"><br />Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFBFF2"><br />Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFC6F9"><br />You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.</td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFCCFF"><br />In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.</td></tr> </table><br /><br /><div align="center"><br /><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/">What Are The Keys To Your Heart?</a><br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:27266 2005-05-10T03:26:36Z 2005-05-10T03:26:36Z MORE THOUGHTS? I WOULD HOPE SO <br /><br />lifes little mysteries teenage highschool love, well i have an opinion , it sux ass almost 99 % of the ppl going out in highschool wont get narried to eachother huh, well life sux get used to it im trying to rite now, so why even try u ask, well i wanna be the 1 % that does i guess, <br /><br />words are what people read<br />some are good some are bad <br />some even make people mad <br />but what upsets the most <br />isnt taters n toast <br />u just have to remember its all in your head<br /><br />face the music ben you cant be with who you want so LIVE WITH IT , OK now that im over that i have a dilemma, but dont we all and mine is less important than neone elses and for some reason im thinking all this stuff and its just being written down, well i wasnt thinking the poems but im thinking what ur reading rite now, its remarkable how whats in my head can be heard in ur head and all u have to do is read , well isnt life just GRANDE oh and the shyt will hit the fan tomoro if he tries nething cause ive warned him everyday and its time for a little message if he fux up , BYE BYE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:26994 2005-05-06T19:29:45Z 2005-05-06T19:29:45Z THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD<br /><br />wow feeling pretty crappy, what should i do well tonite ill be working like a piece of crap and tomoro i ono what im doing yet, i think i was wrong, does everyone hate me, why cant i be like the "other" people, did i change, why does the pastt haunt me even tho it can never be fixed, why did they open their mouths , OMG GRRRR , wow ashlee simpson sucks, im an a**hole steve and i fixed his car radio and my garage door is that our good deeds of the day, when will i go to my first concert, i want bourbon chicken, DAMN FCAT WRITES, bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:26813 2005-05-03T02:53:03Z 2005-05-03T02:53:03Z first day of work was ok im really tired i luv angies non beer *wink wink* shirt lol ill ttyl buh byes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:26369 2005-05-01T03:24:54Z 2005-05-01T03:24:54Z red dirt road-brooks and dunn wow that was one kick butt party, lol i liked it twas fun fun fun , THANX FOR INVITING ME ANGIE I LUV U HAPPI B-DAY, happi bday to rachel to i felt bad cause i forgot it was her b-day , i met some kool ppl, lol me and steve were the only guys there, even the dog was a girl lol her name was shorty she was cute, lol umm neway thanx angie for letting me and steve-o come ill ttyl buh byes, bye to u other friends o mine too ,luv ya l8r urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:26161 2005-04-29T19:13:41Z 2005-04-29T19:13:41Z trying to get over you-vince gill meh i got bored <br /><br />cross ur heart and hope to die<br />what lies beneath is in my eyes<br />can u see the truth<br />how bout the lies<br />are all of ur skys still blue<br /><br />when i move on<br />i want u to feel my pain <br />when i smile on the outside look farther beneath<br />even thoigh i say this u arent even intrgued<br />what happens has happened u cant take it back <br />so now u have to live with that<br /><br />lights have gone out<br />as well as the flame<br />i can sit here all day <br />but whats the point <br />bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:26069 2005-04-28T23:22:37Z 2005-04-28T23:22:37Z i saved a bird, apparently a bird flew into my pool and got caught in my skimmer, well for some unknown reason i decided to clean my pool a little (i know what the heck right) well i checked the skimmer and theres a bird flappin around so i get the net thing and get him/her out ...im happi i saved a life :-) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:25796 2005-04-28T22:52:50Z 2005-04-28T22:52:50Z nickelback-this is how u remind me meh alright day, im bored, i had sweet and sour chicken for dinner, hmm today i saw the power "team" it was 2 ppl ripping things cause they were bored it was lame then they started man bashing, and of course coincidentally my ex was behind me and they were saying things i would have never done and never would do and every girl in the place was clapping and the guys must have been gay cause there are some nice guys in the world, not many but theyre are some like me i respect women , meh lol , oh then i came home and decided to lay down and watch some espn my mom comes in and tells me how my hairdresser lady cant fit me in tonight and wont be there tomoro so i get to go to my dad's barber and meh, lol tonight is the last night of long hair im kinda depressed ill miss it, everyone likes it :-/ now im gonna look like a fat kid again like when i was a freshman,but i weighed 50 lbs more then but still, meh ill live ok im out like a doughnut in a police station (my dads an ex cop i can say it) lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:25468 2005-04-27T03:39:33Z 2005-04-27T03:39:33Z take a gander what i really meant to say is im sorri for the way i am , i never meant to be so cold-crossfade urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:25178 2005-04-27T02:59:36Z 2005-04-27T02:59:36Z scars-papa roach hey guys i added everyone i think meh lol ok im happier than i used to be umm i like life ...sometimes, oh i hafd a t/c meeting kinda boring, angie and i decded to go bowling eventually, oh i got a job at publix minimum wage goes up a dollar next week, my truck is awesome, it needs new rims, lol w/e i got my comp to work slightly better i think, i realize i dont like mushrooms onions or olives, they arent good, i finally rented the green mile, sadest movie ive ever seen i loved it tho, i have to read so much crap for a/r ill just watch the movie like 12 times umm yea now that i updatred again ppl will stop bugging me coughkatzcough lol that was weird umm i downloaded some larry the cable guy stuff , it made me giggle ok im tired and have a sore throat who wants a kiss, nite and sweetdreams my preciouses urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:linkinsmack:25056 2005-04-19T21:46:34Z 2005-04-19T21:46:34Z hey yea..im writing, kinda weird huh, well umm i am apparently a piece of shit, i got dumped friday, inever really got mad tho, i was really depressed the whole weekend and she wont even talk to me like ever nemore, ... i dont really care if we get back together its kool if we do but if we dont thats her decision and i have to respect it, blah she chose to work with Kayla instead of neone else i was like w/e she really knows how to make someone feel like a piece of shit tho i just wanna be friends again im trying just get on with it, but shes not cooperating, meh life sux ttyl bye